Why?

Why? my dear... if push me away can make u happier i willing to stay far away from you. But why? why is still emptiness in your life? Why you're still so unhappy? i just want you to be happy, if you see me or listen to me will make you sad i can just walk away. but now...u din seems happy anyway. What happen to you darling? i'm always here...standing at my position and wait for you to come to me...dear, dun feel guilty or put extra stress on yourself! relax... Just go and do what you wan and find what you need! Try to find place that make you happy and just go for it. Luck and god bless...

May God Bless me?

I'm back in this complicated problem again. I seriously tired in this already, what can i do? Jesus if you really always by our side, can you show me the way out?

Wasting Life!

I'm seriously wasting my life everyday! i can't sleep, i can't eat....
my mind isnt working rite!!! Baby you seriously dun noe how much i need you how much i love you. So sick viewing ur acc and see all those sweet msg from her.... i wish i'm thinking too much! Darling i'm in lost, i lost my track of my life. mayb she doesn't mean anything but is stil so uncomfortable for me darling. SICK!!! I HATE THIS... I just wan YOU.